It's just i miss being pursued, being adored and being loved, i was so young when i got married with a man who never treated me close as a human being.. who happened to be the person i gave my heart and soul but saw me as trash. now that i finally let go, decide to gain back myself, and open my heart once again... i realize how vulnerable i am, to those people who sees me as their prey, those men who only wants to play... And it saddened me... really.. because they don't know how much pain i endure, how much tears that i cried and how much courage i mastered just to get back on my feet again :(