You've been great self!

I stumbled upon this old blog of mine, as i was back reading my posts, grabe pala talaga, i was in hell and living with scheming people. I am not in pain anymore but reading those post made me want to tap myself on the shoulder, cry for her, hug her, and say I'm so proud of you! So to anyone who will just meet me, please know that i am like broken pieces put back together, whole but scarred, you may not understand why am i like this like now, but please have an open mind that life was never been easy to me, and I'am just as vulnerable like anyone else.

In my next life

When this life was over, i wish to be born again, can i live a happy life next time? I wish I am still a woman, pretty, tall, smart, know how to sing, dance, play musical instrument, and know at least 5 language, it could be Korean, French, German, English, and my native language, whatever it is. I want to be financially independent at the age of 21, at the age of 23 i already own a house and a car, i will travel in Switzerland, Korea, Taiwan, Europe,Japan, and other places i only see in the internet. I want to be wise, and good at everything. I want to meet a man, who will respect and will love me, only me. I remember when i was young, i already calculated the years i will have a degree, i said to myself, at 19, i will be a registered Physical Therapist, I was full of dreams, until... Now, i don't know , it seems that darkness has been eating me lately, i felt so unworthy and unloved, and a waste of space, oxygen, I just wanna die.