Lifeless life

it's 3:31 in the morning and im not sleeping yet, my day usually goes like this, such a boring life , isnt it? teka do i need to emote right now? well di pa siguro, maybe later, siguro natatanong niyo ano ba nmn tong taong to, la ba itong kaibigan? of course i have, pero malalayo sila, and dont know, if they still remember me, haaaaay! life is such full of unhappiness, sometimes u dont know what is missing in you, you just not feel right, you just feel that your longing for something ,which you cannot define,is it love? love ? am i not in love right now? for god sake im in a relationship , and im longing for love? havent you feel that way? isnt that u dont love the person you are in to, but really theres something missing, what's that? i also dont know