Lifeless life

It’s 3:31 in the morning, and I’m still awake. This is how my days usually go—pretty dull, don’t you think? But should I really get emotional right now? Maybe not yet… maybe later. You’re probably wondering, *Does this person even have friends?* Of course, I do! But they’re far away, and honestly, I don’t even know if they still remember me. *Sigh.* Life feels so full of emptiness sometimes. There are moments when you can’t quite figure out what’s missing, but you just *know* that something is. It’s that unsettling feeling of longing for *something*—something you can’t quite define. Is it love? Am I longing for love? But how could that be? I’m in a relationship. And yet… why does it feel like something is still missing? Have you ever felt that way? It’s not that you don’t love the person you’re with, but deep inside, there’s this void—this *something* you can’t quite put into words. What is it? I wish I knew.