Just today

Early this morning he send me an SMS, asking me if i'm still mad at him, after the whole night of exchanging harsh words, and daring me to end up our relationship, he will say that... Honestly my mind was settled of finding a job... and he called me up the same morning 9 am, and offering me to continue my studies... i told him that actually i'am decided to find job, my friends recommended me to apply on a call center, which requires graveyard hours, which is an advantagae to me, i even asked my brother to stay in our house to sleep with my children when i'am away, and i told my husband that, he said that, you're going to leave our children, i said i have to, i can't take it that everytime you do something wrong to me, you're still the one who dares me to get lost, and even say to me that i have to do what i said, not just words, i dont know, honestly , it's hard to make a decision when you already have children to be given a consideration... i hate my situation...i hate my life