January 27, 2019

Till Then

I know no matter how many times you tell me how much you love me, that wouldn’t enough for you to choose me. A part of me was hurt knowing it all along, but part of me was proud, proud for loving someone who will choose to the right thing no matter what. That is why I am hurting, that is why I am in pain, and that is why I am sad. Because I know if you choose to leave and hurt me, I will still understand. I can’t ease the pain by getting angry with you, but I can only blame myself, for allowing this love to grow selfishly. I love you, please forgive me. For now let me hold you.. let me make myself believe in “us” till I am strong enough to let you go.

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