Looking back

Maulan sa labas, malamig masarap mag nilay nilay, I remember having this conversation Me: masama pakiramdam ko, mamaya na lang wala mga bata walang papakainin si 👿 dito 👿minion: bakit anong sakit mo? Me: Allergic sa plastic (pertaining to her)😂😂 Naranasan ko na lahat ng extreme emotions, sa sobrang galit ko nuon parang pag nakaharap ko mapapatay ko. I thank God di pa umabot sa ganuon. I was too naive and gullible back then. Sinamantala nila yun para paikutin ang buhay ko sa palad nila. I loved them hanggang sa mga apo, but they betrayed me and did the unthinkable. Pinanakot nila sa akin ang mga anak ko, i was jobless without a single cent in my pocket, i have nowhere to go. Looking back, malayo layo na din kung ano ako sa dati. I removed them all in my life, minsan may mga communication pero madalang na lang, most importantly, di na nila hawak ang buhay ko. I am still struggling, still in a constant battle, Many times that i wanted to give up and almost gave up, but i know i had to be strong.. when being strong was the only option. So please God, stop na ha🙏🙏🙏 quota na 🤗🤗🤗